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Why do boyfriends mess up friendships so damn much?
I have finally made a decision. Friends are pointless. They're good to have to hang out with, and not look like such an outcast. But really.,they can screw up your life. It really only happens when you have a best friend who has a boyfriend. One of mine, is my best friend Ange. She is constantly hanging out with her boyfriend, in-school,out of school, when ever she gets the chance to be near him. Always texting him when he is not in a class with us, and always gets ticked at him. I'm honestly getting sick of her. She's become a major bitch. She gets along with her boyfriend, but like any other teenage couple, or just one in general, they have their days of arguing. It seems like every day for Ange. She always seems to be mad at him for some reason. I ask her what's wrong, and all she says is "Nothing!" I ask her if it's her boy friend, and she's like "Yes! He's being stupid!" Sometimes she doesn't even answer me. When ever she's pissed I try to make her happy, change the subject, make her laugh, what ever. What do I get in return? A friend who is pissed,ignores me, or just acts like a total bitch. Sometimes when I ask her what's wrong, she doesn't tell me, BUT she tells another person. That happens most of the time. One of our friends comes up and asks her what's wrong, and she starts pouring out all the details, making me feel like total shit because she can't seem to tell me, other than "Oh he's being dumb!" Well what the fuck can I do if all I know is that he's being stupid, when really, he might be hurting her,cheating on her, doing stuff that he shouldn't do, etc. He doesn't do any of those that I know of. But how do I know? All I know is he's being dumb, so I don't know how the hell I can help when half of he time she doesn't tell me, and it's usaully a tad more than stupidity. I just hate how boyfriends screw up friendships. She wonders why I never want to go some where with her. I don't feel like hanging out with her, her boyfriend, and like... 4 other people I don't know, or hate. But when I do hang out with her, which is pretty much never, except school, she barely talks to me. It's usually her talking to other people we are with. I don't really enjoy following her around, and feeling like she forget that I am with her. Hello? I'm fat!It's kind of hard to not see me! So I don't know if I should count her as an actual friend since I don't talk to her because she is too busy with her bf, or other people. Ahhh the joy of teenage relationships and lost friendships. I'l always have room in my heart to let her back in as a true friend, but currently, it's closed due to repairs. If only true friends didn't live in another town as you... Hmm... Jaime you should move here, I will help take care of your baby when it's born. I love kids! I'll change those nasty diapers, feed it, do what ever. But please, tell your dick head of a boy friend to be nice to me, or else he will notice his balls are now coming out of his mouth. xD. Oh yes! I will kick him there REALLY hard if he tries to be a douche to me. But ypu wont let him! You love me. She always sticks up for me if people push me around or insult me. Jaime you rock <3! See mindsay users! I true friend sticks up for others, doesn't ignore them, accepts it when someone tries to help them, tells them their problems, what ever! Mahaha.
Male Cats are Worse than Men..
It's fucking true. Every freaking day we have to pull our male cats off of the poor females and it's wicked annoying. I try to sleep, and all I hear are the yelps of the females being cat raped by the damn horny male cats. Even my favorite cat Pooters is doing this :-(. I keep telling my mom that they're worse then men. Which is true. I'm sick of sitting in the living room and hearing the guy cats meow and hop on to the others. I'm sure some of my cats are gay since I'ce seen some try to do other males.... I wish cats knew who they were related to. I find it gross when one tries to do his mom or sister. Ew. Really freaky and gross. But they're cats, they don't know who their mommies,daddys,and sisters/brothers. Does anybody want a group of horny male cats? Please!!!! I can't take this crap anymore.
It's freaking ridiculous. Every show I watch, they kill off the hottest/most popular character. In this case, one of my faves' on CSI: Miami, Eric Delko, aka Adam Rodriquez. Well.. Thank the friggin Lord he aint actually dead! He was the first person I lvoed on CSI: Miami. I thoguht he was wicked hot and really nice/cool. I love Horatio, but he is older. Now my other new faveorite is Lovely Mr. Ryan Wolfe, aka Jonathan Togo. He's very cute. Anyways. I hand't watched CSI: Miami in awhile because.... I never caught it when it was on. But yesterday, as I was surfing through the channels, BAM! CSI MIAMI! Yay. I had read on the internet that they planned to kill off Delko, and I was wicked pissed/freaked. Then someone said that they ended up keeping him, but he will not be the same. I didn't want to see this freaking episode ethier. I kept watching because it was good, and Mr. Wolfe is really hot. So that dreaded part comes up. Horatio and Delko are searching a parkinglot for this lady who is supposed to be locked in a trunk. Doo,doo,doo. They pry pne open, nahhh. So then Delko is like "Maybe she's in that one!" ANd starts trotting toward a ncie silver car. Just then, this stupid prick takes aim at him, and shoots him in his frekaing THIGH! I was so freaked and mad. Poor guy. Horation started to fire at the dude, as well has Delko, who was in extreme pain. So then Horation keeps shooting that that guy, and runs out and drags Delko behind some cars. Horatio rocks. Bang,bang,bang. Multiple gun shots ring throughout the lot. Then WHAM! The guy who opened fire shoots Delko in the fucking HEAD! RAWR! He was then unconcious, and I was worrying. I was thinking he WAS going to die, and I was pissed because this girl on the internet said he lived. So after some more rounds,and Delko getting rushed to the hospital, some lovely time with the paddles, and so on. the episode ends. I was so angry because I thought I wouldn't get to see the next half of that episode for ever. But the second part came on right after. >:-). It was horrible watching Delko lye in that bed. Once he woke up, he was asking for his sister, who is dead. They said that part of the bullet was lodged in part of brain, I forget the name, so it would result in memory loss, decreased motor skills, all the shitty stuff. Which most likely means he wont be working for the CSI again. Poor man kept asking for his sister and it was so sweet but sad. Rawr..... TV sucks!!!!! Booooo. Hmph. I never cry for a movie or TV, except titanic. But after that first episode ended, I seriously felt like I was going to burst into tears. That would have been stupid because it was like... 1:30 in the morning, and my mom and brother would probaly thinkIm crazy! I am though. Damnit. I wanted to watch the third episode of CSI:Miami that was coming on, but it was 2:00 in the damn morning and I was tired. Still am.Meh. I lvoe CSI.